There are things you’ve destroyed you’re not even aware of
And you’ll never know, I’ll never have the chance to tell you.
Even if we speak again, your voice will melt me . . . as it always does. Continue reading In the Closet
My heart has crystalized
it has been so broken, so fractured, so irreparably harmed
it has been fused back together with ice and cement,
Continue reading I WANT to Love Fully Again….
Why would we ever love, when every great love suffers great loss?
When we say I do, we’re saying I do through life’s toughest challenges
A promise given on a cheerful and celebratory day,
includes one of us likely holding the hand of the other through disease and death,
through chemo and endless doctor appointments,
memory loss or loss of bodily function,
moments of uncertainty and moments of certain despair. Continue reading The Risk is Worth It
I don’t know what it is about you
can go years and years and years without seeing you,
without hearing you speak to me
yet when I do I’m instantly excited by the tone of your voice
while at the same time, calm in your presence.
I can be so angry at you and swear that I’ll never let you in again,
yet the next time that I see you,
as soon as I see your face I just want to hold you and kiss you,
want to let you know everything that’s happened in my life
and want you to let me into your world.
What is it about you that makes me feel 16 no matter how old I am,
why could I not give a million perfectly good men a second look,
but the second you’re in my life again I want you there forever?
Continue reading A Love Unreciprocated