I WANT to Love Fully Again….

My heart has crystalized

it has been so broken, so fractured, so irreparably harmed

it has been fused back together with ice and cement,

hard and cold substances have mended it

have covered it in a layer of protection;

Your smile only melts some of the ice.


I can feel the burn of love from within again

but cannot fully let go, my heart is too damaged

I cannot wholly melt into you like I always do

cannot completely let go

my heart has too many layers protecting it

to let you in again without reservation.


I don’t want to live with a damaged heart

I don’t want its cracks covered in cement

I want it to breathe freely

I want to be able to relax into your arms and surrender….

but how can I possibly do that?


How can I when you cannot even promise to be gentle with it?


Tell me what you think!

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.